How can I say Good Bye to my sins?

I have been struggling a long time trying to defeat the human desires in me. I try convincing myself that committing small mistakes and small sins are normal. I use other people around me as a measuring scale. Outwardly, I am very good, most parents would envy my parents for having a child like me, because I always obey my parents as much as they know, I am successful in my academic career. I work hard, I have patience, I help the poor, I love doing good things for others, I am happy in helping others. I know I love the Lord Jesus and would even die for Him, yet there is something left in me that I don't know. There is something that tells me I am not pleasing God yet. I tried finding it out, but the deceiver have deceived me so well that I am blinded by my own so called good deeds.

I do whatever I think people will appreciate, I make people happy which makes me happy for sometime, but deep inside me, there is something that makes me scared. Because I know a way to find peace yet I can't go there. I see the tears of happiness that flows from the eyes of people who found it. Their joys have no boundaries, no limitations in terms of anything, ever flowing joy and happiness despite sufferings, pains, toils, death and sorrow. I know the value and the way yet I can't get it. Everyone is permitted to take this gift of this eternal peace and happiness. It is so abundant for the whole world and all generations. Yet I can get it. :-(

No one can really find out whether I got it or not, because it cannot be measured with people or by people. It can be seen only by the one who created this abundant grace and peace with His own blood and flesh. And he writes the name of those who found the everlasting peace in His book of life because he calls them his children who will live with Him for eternity.

Education Society

Educated

Education and Society. Let me first begin with society. It is formed be a well-organized group of people. In a society, there are many social activities. Social activities are done to make the society progress in different sense. If there is no progress in a society, then it is better to call it as habitat, as in the animals habited is the forest. 

Back to Education. It is the ever necessary needs in the life of every breathing soul on earth. Education is not only about getting jobs with huge pay or getting rich. All rich peoples are not educated but all well educated people earn their living, whether rich or poor.

Jhuming cultivation in the North-East India

Jhuming Cultivation in North-East India

 

Jhuming Cultivation in North-East India in the Propose Tipaimukh Dam site

The cartoon version and the real version of the jhuming cultivation may differ. It is the type of cultivation practice in North-Eastern parts of India. It is one of the most wasteful way of cultivation exploiting the richness of mother nature where the population is less and forest area is abundant for every household in a village. It is practiced in small villages surrounded by forest enrich with wild life.

How to shorten 1 hour

How to shorten 1 hour

Time flies like a rocket when you need it the most and flows like a lake when you want it to pass. Is the theory of relativity behind this? I have one more hour in office and it feels like the big clock in front of my desk is not moving anymore. I wonder how to shorten 1 hour by at least a minute. A day in office can really seems like a week while a holiday seems like an hour. There are so much difference in what we called a same duration in the unit of time.

10 Little decisions to change the world

What is their hope?

1. Giving away some coins that doesn't matter much to you can make someone's happiest and luckiest day.

2. Giving away some clothes in the corner of our old box can safe someone dying from the cold of the winter,

3. Giving some left over water that you are about to pour out can safe someone dying of thirst

4. Your little prayers everyday can do many miracles for you and people you pray for.

Teaching students doesn't make you a teacher!!

Dangerous Teacher

No matter how young or old a person is, we are all learning which means we are all students- in one perspective. On the other simple and clear perspective, a student is one that listens the lectures or teachings in a classroom. Oh! let me begin again to be more clear, a student is one who is not teaching and yet goes to school, high school or college on all working days. A student may or may not listen to the lectures of the teacher, or sleep in the class, or be playful in the class, or have crush in the class, or brings nude magazines in the class, etc. etc. Anyway they are all students.

Shaken by the storm

HIS Judgement

Shaken by the storm, oppressed by cyclones, tortured by earthquakes, yet it still stands. How strong can one be? How brave can one be? How timid and weak can one be? Yet, all breathing the same air and the lives in the same competitive world. Sometimes, life seems unfair and unjust because someone have all the families around and a lot to eat and spend, while some one on the street have nothing. Nothing means nothings. Staring at the happy passers by, hungry and weak.

This World is not my home

BUILD YOUR HOME IN HEAVEN

No one can stay forever in this world, not even for a couple of centuries. It is in fact a that this world is not anyone's home. It is like a short term journey where we decide what we will be in our real home. The world is a place full of treasures, valuable treasures that will last forever and fake treasures that will last only for a short moment. There are many fake treasures that are in the reach of the few so called high class or the rich but the real treasures that will last for eternity is in the reach of every soul on the

Exciting hectic world

 

Beautiful evening after a hectic day

It was a hectic day, many things incomplete. I need to sleep early and wake up early. Make myself fresh and be ready soon to continue my unfinished and pending works. Despite being a tiresome day, mother nature is so kind to give such a beautiful evening view. The dimly lighted moon, almost in her full size have appeared in the eastern sky. The clouds giving out little drizzles small enough to be seen only under the rays of the streetlights that just started to shine. The sun showing all her beauty in the western sky with its last rays giving golden looks to the clouds. I wonder how people could imagine this beautiful combination to be an accident without a creator. I believe the Creator have set all these things in sync.

Confused and Confident

It is  midnight. I am thinking so much and it scares me. But I am not going to give up because, this is life I don't want to share to people all this burden on my shoulder because they can't do anything for me. I am not going to be depress because it does no good to anyone. But I know I have so many debts to pay which are not my debt. Many things to do because that will make my parents and relatives happy. Many people to help because I still many people who are in need more than me.

10 minor things I need in my room

1. Search Box:
This should be able to tell me the location of whatever I need that I have in my room from mobile phone to toothbrush, shorts, TShirts, shoes, sleepers, etc.

2. SimCard Reader:
This should be present in all my things so that I can call them and hear them ringing. This is also for easy locating of the things.

3. Toilet Wizard:

dirty room

This wizard could run in a specific interval and do the natural call for me.

4. Bathing Wizard:
This wizard could run every morning before I wake up and make me fresh for work as soon as I wake up.

5. YouTube Connect:
This could allow me to play and music video from youtube on my walls. It would be better if it accepts voice commands.

6. Food Download:
This should be present on my plates and allow me to download any food I want to eat. Payments through Company Credit Card.

Relationships that Matter

There are many types of relationships in life. One can not learn the values of relationships unless they experience it by themselves. It is difficult to make a relationship but easy to break it. A relationship can not be built without TRUST. I would like to discussed the relationships that really matter to me in this post.

relationship that matter

Before we consider this and take it personal, do you ever consider why people hardly marry their high school sweetheart or their teenage love or even their first love? In life, we have made it seem as if it is impossible to be in a romantic relationship with a single person. People are surprised to know that two persons are in a relationship (distant/close) for more than five years, but people are not surprised to see lovers breaking up their relationships within a month or two. Is it because everyone thinks that the grass on the other side is greener and sweeter?

As I used to do, I wish everyone could think twice before they leave their first love or anyone they love at present. Will leaving someone because of a mistake committed by him or her solve the problem? Will you find a better person who have never committed the kind of mistake that your present lover committed? Are you really worthy not to forgive your lover when God forgives you for the greater sins you commit?

Dreams of Second Coming

As I was standing by the side of a green mountain. I heard a loud voice from heaven shouting "Praise the Lord, the King of kings and the Lord of Lords". Then I looked up and saw the writings on the cloud, 'Jesus is the King of kings and the Lord of Lords". Then the voice said, "All knees bow before Him". No one had choice anymore.

I could see a lot of people singing praises and glorifying their savior. While many others tremble in fear. Then, I saw Jesus, walking down the clouds, guarded by his angels and embracing all his chosen people who have been loyal to Him throughout their lives.

I saw the angels welcoming the people who love Jesus and accepted Him as their savior, I was so excited and I too ran towards the angels with my mother running before me.

A Drug-Addict who died a Hero

This is the man who I have seen with my own eyes. The Man who have touched my heart so much and proved to me that 'It’s never late to become a Hero and to win the heart of others’. This man was none other than a normal man who roamed the streets. The man whom most people passing him whispers in his back. The outcast who slept on the streets and the burden of the family who ashamed his family to the society.

He walk the streets searching what to steal and whom to cheat. He sold what he stole, at prices whatever the buyers what to give just to meet the cost of some tablets or powder that will make him smile. Once he gets what he wants, he is the happiest man, but all to himself alone. It doesn't matter where he lie or he walks, be it the canal or among the stray dogs, he smiles and enjoy to himself.

The Originals

Everyone feels the sense of originality in them, every nation feels they are the best nation in the world. They are all proud to be called themselves no matter how small a nation they may belong. Furthermore, everyone considers their thoughts and ideas as the best ones. However, this is always the greatest threat to unity, which is the greatest source to progress and be strong. When nations divide themselves, they fall to the ground like a tree attacked be moths and insects.
Not surprisingly, I have seen and heard of many nations making war against each other, considering themselves to be the best nation, or the ones in the good side.

First Salary and Grand Parents

Getting the 'First Salary' or the 'First Pay' may be one of the most exciting thing for a person. Right from the day I was born, my parents started thinking what the I will become in the future or when I grow big and old. They send me to school even before I could talk a complete sentence. Every parents dream of making their own children successful and become greater than others is an accepted fact.

As I grew day by day and started my education, the first and primary reason what motivated me to study and work hard was to have a decent job someday, sooner or later. To get a job, especially a high paying job is like reaching the 'Promise Land' for many

Marrying sister's husband

I saw a woman in her mid-thirties, with two sons about my age when I was 11. Even as little boy, I could recognize her beauty, the natural beauty that everyone could easily recognize. She had a fair milky complexion and an average height. In age, she was about the age of my mom, but still looked young and beautiful like a women in her late twenties.

Her sons became the best friends of mine till today. Her story goes like this. She was the youngest of eight siblings, loved and cared by all her elder siblings. She was far more beautiful than all her other siblings. She seems to have all the beauty from her parents. She also had

The Moment

When I think of my past and dwell in the past, I am proud of the things that I have achieved and the few good things I have done and ashamed of the many other things. When I think of the future I am excited for the interesting things that blink in my head but on the other hand, it also makes me terrified and worried for the uncountable responsibilities towards the family and the near and far relatives who are economically weaker.

Fearing the Lord

I use to try my best to fear the Lord because I know that there are lots of promises for those who fear the Lord. Besides the countless blessings I get every day, I couldn't feel that I really fear the Lord in the right way to fear Him. I prayed many times to understand how I should fear the Lord. Until one day, when I realize the true way of how I should fear the Lord, then started my real happiness and faithfulness in the Lord.
Fearing the Lord is not like fearing some tyrant ruler or a wild animal that will hurt us if we do not follow their will. I use to fear the Lord because

Why Do we fall?

All people fall in some point of their life. A person's life will never be complete without a fall or failure. Falls or failures can have different effect on different person depending on the way he or she utilizes it. In most cases the greatest fall comes after the greatest success and the greatest success can also come after the greatest fall. There are some lessons in life that can be learnt only by experience.

A person born in a rich family may never really know